good things

well God has opened a few doors this week my uncle needed some help so jon is able to work with him right now and he got hired at the hospital but the down side to that is its only PRN for 20 hours a week...but its only the begining. thank you jesus!!!!!!!!

Doors

now i know God does not close a door unless he has another one ready to be opened, but i wish sometimes he would tell us what that was before he closed the door...Jon has been working two Jon's for us to just make it in these trying times...well last Friday all temporary jobs were cut from home depot so that included Jon and then today Jon was cut from the city along with a few other guys...I'm trying so hard to stay strong and keep faith but being pregnant with all these emotions i cant help but want to cry...so please just pray for us we know God has something up his sleeve...

well i am feeling better...not sick all day long, it comes and goes and only a few times a week...im still getting my b12 shots to help but i still get tired a lot...i tend to get my boost of energy around 9 at night when i would love to just go to bed...even though i have lost some weight my pants are getting sung in my gut and shirts are too small due to the lord blessing me with such well....you know...lol...maybe next month we will have the funds to get me some new clothes...jon was working part time at home depot (along with wking with the city still) and they let go all of there temporary staff so praying something else comes along...cameron is doing great with being a big brother already and making sure im taking care of his new baby he says...he said "i will change the diaper, feed and bathe the baby but mommy you clean up the throw up" lol what a great kid

im 12 weeks and 3 days...hard to really see it but baby is laying on side you can see the nose and chin if you turn your head to the side lol....the baby would not be still was very active dr could not get very good pictures due to how much baby was moving...heart beat was 153 and baby is 5.87 cm from crown to rump...my due date is now dec 24th but since i will have a c-section dr said we will go a week before due date...all is well so far and ive lost about 12-14 lbs now dr wants to start seeing the scale go up...will find out sex of baby at around 20 weeks :( waiting is killing me im ready to go shopping lol